I can't keep pretending like I don't understand
I can't keep thinking that he will understand
Everyday, it's the same story
Everyday, it's the same lie
Everyday, I die a little more
Everyday, I.....
No one understands
No one seems to care
No one can pretend
No one can extend a helping hand
All the joys of the world
All the pains of people
All my sorrows and grief
All my worries and trouble
All my constant shame
All my ultimate sins
All I have to give
Monday, September 20, 2010
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Sunday, August 22, 2010
Hard Times
The time is getting harder
the days are getting hotter
people are getting more heated
love lost
lives taken
how much more will we have to suffer before we realize our mistakes?
the days are getting hotter
people are getting more heated
love lost
lives taken
how much more will we have to suffer before we realize our mistakes?
Sunday, December 27, 2009
GONE and RENEWED
The day he left was like any other day. He got up, got dressed for work and kissed me good bye, like always. the difference that day had over all the others was that i knew that he would not have been coming home to me. though i was glad for that day because it brought him one step closer to achieving his goal, i also regret and hate it so dearly. it took him from me and lead him into the arms of another. i will always be happy for him. happy to know that he is happy. happy to know that he still cares about me and happy to know that we will forever be best of friends. it kills me though that it was that sour ordeal that ended our relationship. nevertheless, i say thank you because if it were not for that day, i would not have met the person that i am with today. he is so unlike me and so much of what i want to be. an outspoken and hard headed human being. someone that everyone loves to see and someone that does not mine the company, except in personal moments. his very outgoing spirit complements my restricted and patient likeness.
I love him so dearly and it is still strange to me why.
why do i love him when i know that he is so different from me
why do i care about him so much and i know that one day all this might come to an end
i love him because all though all the above may be true it is worth a chance and a risk to give him the same chance as everyone else
i will not let the past mistakes of the others cloud my judgment of him but allow him to make his own mistakes and pass judgment on what is seen
i won take what others have said about him and become disappointed but i will always give him my all and help him to know that i will always love him and care for him no matter what happens in the future.
God's willing.......nothing that causes us much pain
I love him so dearly and it is still strange to me why.
why do i love him when i know that he is so different from me
why do i care about him so much and i know that one day all this might come to an end
i love him because all though all the above may be true it is worth a chance and a risk to give him the same chance as everyone else
i will not let the past mistakes of the others cloud my judgment of him but allow him to make his own mistakes and pass judgment on what is seen
i won take what others have said about him and become disappointed but i will always give him my all and help him to know that i will always love him and care for him no matter what happens in the future.
God's willing.......nothing that causes us much pain
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
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